so, this afternoon i just bought a coffee, yeah typical of a gen z. Then i stalked the barista's ig and found out his blog. Thats make me realize that i missed everything, i dont write anything again. Last time i write, last year around december ((like personal journal one and handwritten)) i guess and i wrote how my life stopped, like my whole world drop down and sad and realize that i'm no one and i'm alone and i don't do anything--at that time.